I suck at updating. End of story.
Many new things going on. Except not really. Am struggling to study for my exam the 15th and trying to find an apartment before I start at the new school. Didn't want a dormroom before, but am actually warming to the idea. It would be kind of nice to be close to other people since I know practically no one in town. Just got word today that my best guyfriend has decided to go to the same school! Thank god. I've known this guy my whole life so it will be so good to have him in the same town as me, even if we're not the kind of friends who hang out every day, or even every month. That guy's one of my best friends.
Also, how about the new songs? I will not be choosing between Panic and the Young Veins (which I just spelled Vines because I'm senile), because I don't feel like I should have to. And they aren't even in the same genre! No reason to make a fuss. I'm really trying here, and as I said to BFF earlier: They're both getting me in the divorce. New Perspective is more my current taste, and it's so powerful. Brendon's voice is one of the best in the business, his and Patrick's are my favorites ever, and his and Spencer's lyrics really work. That was actually my biggest worry about Ryan leaving, cause sure, Brendon's voice is with Panic, but what good is an amazing voice if the words it's singing are shit? No worries, no worries. They've got it covered.
From what I can hear of Change, the lyrics are really good. Ryan's a great lyricist, I've always thought so, and he's found a way to incorporate them into this new style, this new band that I feel he and Jon are really brave to be starting in the first place. It does sound like a typical Beatles song music-wise, but I see no wrong in that. Work it, guys.
Tomorrow: gym, then work. Also, must remember that if I keep eating loads of unhealthy stuff, there's no point in going to the gym.
listening to: ub40 -- red red wine